Hello... New post again.. LMAO... Just to share... The beggining of my life as a Queen's. 

Before join this fandom, i once become Cassiopeia, ELF, Sone... I'm hardcore Siwon, Junsu and Yoona's fans before... I started to know Kpop on 2007 when i know Super Junior and become Siwon's fans. Then, later i saw my friend watch DBSK performance... Again, i start to change my love at the end of 2007 to Xiah Junsu.. hehe.. Then, i stop being KPOP fans for personal reason until  i saw SNSD at the early 2010, they perform (Not sure for which event), and started to like Yoona... I was her big fans before, buy all of their album just to see her, watch all of their variety show and even create twitter fanbase for her, but it was shut down long time ago.... hehe.. 

On July 2010, i started to like K drama and at that time, i watch God of study.. I was wondering who's this Na Hyun Jung, she so cute but sadly she got wrong roles on that drama.. She supposed to be the lead and have happy ending but i'm not sure... (Wait for God Of Study season 2 maybe? Hehe). I tried to search more about her and found out that she's one of girlgroup "T-ara". It's interesting... haha.. the first performance that i watch is "Bopeep and TTL medley". They are all cute with their outfit. I find it sooooo interesting and excited to know about them.. No matter how much i listen to their song, i still feel it's fresh and it match well with my feeling. I'm getting excited every time i heard "T-ara or Jiyeon". 

On 06 October 2010, it happen on my birthday when Jiyeon involve in video controversy.. I felt so sad at that time, because Jiyeon get troubles on my birthday.. People keep bashing her and what makes me feel sad because she's still young at that time.. Young to handle all this problems, but i know she's strong and her unnie support her very well. ^^v

On Dec 2010, she got problems again but i do understand her... I quite know what she feels that time which is i can't share what actually happen at that time.. Hehe.. Again, this girl so strong to handle everything. I'm so proud of her. I can still see she's smiling on Heroes at that time.. What are the reason for stop loving her just because she involve in all this stupid scandal? It's not a big deal for me... As human, even you're professional, you still had hard time.. Not everyone always have good time... right? So, i stay in this Queen's fandom because of Jiyeon at that time. I admit that i pay less attention to the other members. But it changes now...  

On 2011, they involve in few attitude scandal...Some of you maybe know and maybe not...It's about their rude attitude to their sunbae...lazy to explain.. Haha.. i know how they feel...haha..Being a "Senior" always want other people to bow 90 degree and want people to respect them more... even if they are busy or didnt notice your existence... He should just said, "Your sunbae is here! bow to me!" because they didnt see you dude.. LOL... Sorry, i'm being mad again. 

Areum was added into T-ara. I kind of dislike this idea at that time, everyone in T-ara will get less line in their 

song. But it changes when Jiyeon took care of her very well and she's so happy because there's someone who

will call her unnie in the group. She like that. hehe... I guess, i'm being Areum's fans also because of Jiyeon.

hehe..

On 2012 (During that scandal),  if im not mistaken, i was eating hamburger at that time and read someone tweet about hwa leaving.. Honestly, i'm crying at that time because i started to like Hwa as T-ara members. She's good rappers and her character in T-ara variety show quite good. How she treat T-ara also good. But the situation getting worst, and everything seems to be wrong.. T-ara get all the blames that make me worried all the time. I'm not blaming Hwa because she didnt have chance to explain it to the public at that time... All media, netizen focused on T-ara because they are majority in the group instead of Hwa alone.

I saw a lot of things during their hard time, fans leaving, getting hates all the time, whatever they do, people always think negative, boo-ing when they perform... Isn't it's too cruel for K-Netizen to treat them like a trash? I really hate K-Net at that time. Honestly, i watch all the false bullying evidence, and i don't know why people still believing in that story. It's so fake. I also watch all T-ara variety show and none of the evidence is true. They just create another story just to make people hates T-ara and blames them for bullying their members. I was crying hard at that time, seems like no more hope to see them perform again. But still, i have faith on them. When Jiyeon's mom said, "Jiyeon not eating well lately and choose to stay on her room instead of going out..." It breaks my heart when i see how K-Net treat them at that time. At the same time, i saw Queen's try hard to protect T-ara from haters, they keep on explaining everything to them, say that the evidence was all false. Queen's also got the hates, haters bashed Queen's and T-ara all the time.. I can see "F**k , S**t everywhere... T-ara's mention on twitter was flooding with all bad words... Again, it's hurt my feeling as fans to see them suffer like this. I wish they didn't even have SNS account at that time... I understand why Jiyeon still avoid using SNS to communicate... But luckily there's T-ara Holic and Jingdot site, the only way for her to communicate with fans. (I'm still hoping that she will comeback to twitter and spamming like she always do long time ago :')~ She cry so many times because of SNS, receive malicious comments all the time... Why people hating and judging based on false evidence? They have reason why they didnt explain it to the pulic... Can you see that? They are all in 5 members while.... heol...

But a month after  that scandal, they comeback with y Love.. I was so happy at that time! Although they are in hard time, they still strong on the stage and honestly, i can't describe how i feel at that time when people cheering them at every performance. Although before they got more support, it's kind of different with before and after that scandal. Those who cheer them before the scandal are the one (Queen's or just Kpop fans) who like your music.. But after that scandal happen, they get loudest cheering from fans who still support them, the one who make them strong at the stage. I have a lot of friend who keep asking me about that scandal, i try to IDGAF and it's hurt my feeling when they keep believing on that rumors... i choose to stay silence and believe in T-ara. 

Reportes will ask them everything when they had the chance... it happen to Soyeon when she doing interview for her Heundae Lovers drama and Hyomin for One thousand man... Although they choose to not say anything about this, media will keep forcing them to reveal the truth... There's a reason man! I'm not in their position, and i don't really know how they feel... I feel bad for them.. Heol... can they just stop asking about this scandal?

Then, they active at Japan. Luckily Japan's fans accept them very well and I'm happy to see them smiling again.

At Budokan concert,they cried at the encore stage... Jiyeon, Hyomin cry so much at that time, i dont know for

what reason but looks like they are so touched with their fans support although they get a lot of hates from

K-Net at that time. The best moments when they were hugging each other on stage, crying together patted

each other :') Huhuhu I love them so much...

Tell me why i have to stop stan this group?

I'm not a good fans for T-ara but at least i'm trying my best... They are not perfect but having them in this Kpop World is enough to make me smile. T-ara will forever alive, no matter how hard people try to make them down, no matter how hard people try to make a rumors about them, no matter how much hates they received although it's not 100% of the mistakes, no matter how hard they had to survive just because of the world being cruel to them. Real Queen's are always with them before and after scandal.. i can see a lot of fans become Queen's after that scandal happen and i'm being so thankful towards them for the love that they give to T-ara.

To see them smiling are always become one of my dream. I want to see them keep smiling to the world who just treat them like a trash. There's no humanity when it comes about T-ara before but now, i can see it changes a lot. K-Media started to promote them everywhere, but something that i still coudn't understand about K-media, when they relates everything with T-ara just to get the readers. It's not that person's mistakes but i blame the K-M unless that person mention T-ara on their interview. #NoBashing

July coming soon, T-ara anniversary on July 29th and Queen's anniversary on July 14th. 

In total, i'm ELF for 6 month, Cassiopeia for 4 month, Sone for 6  month and Queen's for 4 years. haha...It's been

4 years since i join this fandom and never once i regret to be their fans. Hehe..

We are just normal fans who easily hurt when people harassing our idol... Right? Do you feel the same 

thing with what i felt? I'm all positive when it comes about T-ara... Even there's a lot of negative articles

about them :) Hope you too ^^

Just sharing what my history with T-ara and you can share with me about your story too... I'm so excited to 

know...