I hate myself really, I suddenly either have a tantrum, or heck even a mental breakdown.

Such as now, and ing hell; I just, I don't want to do anything anymore.

From being all cheery and the usual that I should be, I'm not at the moment. I just randomly feel ty, not only that but I notice that I get a little bit too irritable, and I just want to cry t'ill everything feels numb all over again.

I've been numbing myself too much that I don't even know when, or rather how to cry anymore.

Please ignore this; This is just another mental breakdown I usually know how to easily take control, I'm sure I'll be the cheery old little you all know. I just feel so stressed at the moment.

Thank you for giving the time to read this, if that is you were just curious. I could care less if you didn't comment to comfort, I just want to let things out once in a while.