hi XD School started 2 weeks ago, right? or 3 weeks ago? idk lmao. Only weeks just passed bye and I feel like i'm living in hell already for about a year OTL. Schoolworks like quizzes, tests, activities and projects is blasting. Homeworks too. I never go home without a homework. Plus, we still don't have a permanent schedule. Like sometimes, we didn't know that it's Trigonometry period because our homeroom teacher gave us a wrong schedule. huhuh. Sometimes, i'm not sleeping just to finish everything. My maximum sleeping hours is about 4-5 hours and sometimes it's not very well. You know the feeling like you just close you're eyes but you didn't know you're sleeping. got it? hahah =)))))) 

Besides school, I still have to go to practice for our church's centennial anniversary celebration. If you heard the 'Iglesia ni Cristo/Church of Christ' religion, that's my religion, and my religion is celebrating 100 years. So the celebration MUST be special and memorable. The celebration will be on July 27 2014. I attend dance practice for about every other day. Good thing, God is still giving me strength even though i'm really stressed of everything. and I can feel that my opening number, production number, and closing number will be success <3. 

Another stress, my classmates. They are a bunch of imamture feggits. They're pissing me so much. especially this classmate who always talk so harsh. [i will not say any name] she always thinks she's above of everyone. before, we are very close friends but then she got so popular in school and she forgots me. She even backstabbed me. As time goes by, her head becomes so big. (not literally! it's a filipino idiom, meaning: getting arrogant hahah i'm serious) and she hates kpop too much. like she almost bash everything/everyone about kpop. ugh.

Next, being updated about exo is part of my daily life too. Since I don't have time for twitter, even reading fics, i really don't know what's happening. I jsut glance at my tlist for about 5 mins and do other stuffs. then my next glance will be the next day, which makes me so outdated. i miss kyungbabes already huhuhuh :---( then i heard stuffs about byun baekhyun and kim taeyeon dating. i nearly cried when i knew that, not because baek is taken or something about jealousy, but because sment kept it for about 4 months and baekhyun just made me look like a fool, loving him. got my feeling? ugh i cant explain it huhuh sorry. 

So as conclusion, sorry for writing this blog. hahah. i really don't know where to tell my freaking feels. this is the only escape. This blogging is the only way where I can tell much of me. anyway, any inc members over there? thanks for reading this blog hahah you just wasted your time, knowing how's my life in hell right nao hahah ily <3

#STRESSED