Hate Guilt

So this whole Baek Taeyeon thing. It's upsetting and frustrates me. Maybe because I never liked SNSD ever. It's not that I have no interest, I just don't like them. Not their songs, not their videos, not them. Now, I don't like the fact that one of them is stealing half Baekyeol. I'm being petty, I know. Ooh, another delusional fangirl who just realized the idol is straight as a ruler. If you don't ship Baekyeol as much as I do, then shut up cause you won get it! My Hanchul is gone! Kihae is nowhere to be found and Krisho is basically gone. Now Baekyeol is proven to be simply platonic is just argh! At first, I was upset, then angry at the news of the coded messages. But I then pitied them since Taeyeon got a lot of backlash for her apology (which I think was a stupid thing to do. It's like throwing yourselves at the sharks. She should understand fangirls by now) and Baekhyun's play ticket sales took a plunge at the sudden refunds from all the fans. I felt bad that they got that much hate just for dating, but still disappointed at both for how they seem to have forgotten the importance of their fans for a while. My emotions were back to being stable by this point (aside from the slight anger at the fact that they might just be used to cover up the whole Kris issue) that I could go back to reading Exo without feeling upset. But then, I went on Youtube to find the teaser for Roommate where Baek visited. If you search Exo or Baekhyun on Youtube, you should prepare yourself for ByunTae because there are lots. And I was back to being upset (and a bit whiny) T.T I will never ship them together. Call me petty and childish, hater even but I will never ship them together. EXO will get married and bla bla. But they're still rookies despite their quick road to fame. Their fans aren't fully stable since Kris. I can't fully say I support Baekhyun since I don't support his relationship. I wish he had listened to Heechul's advise of making promises though. I wish him good luck and may this be a lesson for him. I just wanted to let this whole thing out. And rants about this is going around. Might as well join in. And if you're a reader, I'm still updating my stories just that school got in the way. Burnt Memories is next on the list of updates so yeah. Then Fairytale Happenings. I hope there will be enough Baekyeol in roommate to fix my broken shippin heart. *feelin so dramatically upset*

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