Hiiiii! 

Tonight I had a very sad dream and I wanted to write it down somewhere so yeah, here it is....

I was back to high school and a teacher was scholding me because of something that wasn't my fault, so I was very upset and I was trying to explain how things really went but the teacher wouldn't listen to me. I was soooo sad, I felt like crying... All my classmates were working on a test so they couldn't help me... I arrived late but really, I won't explain everything (the dream is very long) but that wasn't my fault. Crazy happened before I arrived at school.

Anyway, the teacher blamed me and didn't listen to me. I wanted to cry... He said that I arrived late on purpose because I didn't want to do the test.... At the end I sat in my chair, I was so sad... I turned around and looked at Jonghyun (he was one of my classmates, that's weird I know). He looked at me with sad eyes and I reached out with a hand for him, showing him that I needed a tight, tight hug.... He looked away because he was about to cry, he was so sad he couldn't help me or reach me, he had to work on his paper.... 

I looked away too, we were both about to cry....

Is this some kind of metaphor? Me being sad and people I love always being so far away from me? 

Bleah....