It's been a few days since the whole baekhyun dating teayong thing. How am i suppose to react. shocked? bretayed? sad? happy? 

I don't know. i cry at night....i can't sleep anymore.

I would always sleep knowing that when I go to korea, baekhyun won't have a girlfrind.

I would always make up a small story in my mind about baekhyun

but I can't do that anymore, 

hes dating.

I knew this would happen, I told myself that i would be prepared, but I guess I'm not.

he was my favroite memeber from exo. 

the people in more famouse bands didn't even beat him. 

I have braclets, and a t-shirt that says his name. 

on my wall. 

what should i do with it? I'll just burn them when I get the chance.

I'll forget about him. I know i can't but'll try. 

I'll just pick another member to be my bias. until they start dating. 

it really to be fans right? 

why couldn't i  a korean singer. then maybe things could be diffrent?