I don’t think I can see you the same way as before. It’s not like I hate you, no, my sunshine how could I am? I just… how to say it, hmm disappointed? I’m glad you get the love of your life like everyone knows how you wanted her so badly, I’m happy for you. But now, think about it, you seem too rush my dearest B. My fearless guy turns into a careless one. Don’t you think it was the beginning of your shining world so why destroy all with the one? Too young my dear, too young. Your way still so far, I don’t know if your main purpose for entering SM is so you can be with her. I know exactly how it feels to be only a fan. Of course I wanna meet my idol and have a nice relationship. But dating isn’t your step my love, not yet. You seem to be a smart one, don’t you? Make your ultimate idol fall for you, did everything like picked you up by using her car and she was the one who driving it oh wow. At least I’m happy because you’re with her not other girls, because she’s the one you ever wanted right? Anything makes you happy, my world, anything. But seeing your action, both of you, make me really think “why so rush? Why make it obvious? I think Sones are mature enough to understand but exo fans? Exo on the high place for a year right now, they’re flaming with fans famously. It’s too early for dating someone B, remember your priority, except as I said that your main purpose to get in SM is so you can date your idol aka the love of your life”. For now on, I don’t think I can see your face without feeling disappointed. I’m hurt, in other side I feel happy for you. Guess what? Because I want you to be happy, I wanna see your smile, your laugh, and these months you look really handsome and heartbreaking now I understand why. You may laugh for “why this girl is so weird” or “she acted like her boyfriend’s cheating over her”, yes you have the point, I’m laughing at myself too. So which one, you make peoples fall for you or make them fooled by you? Please, take care. I know in your 20s you really want to have a lover but my dear, take it wisely. I can’t slept yesterday, I slept in the morning and just wake up with another pain. Congrats, B! You deserve happiness and let me take a break, I don’t think I can see your angelic face or listening to your melodic voice for a while. I think I got it emotionally. Of course I’m not supposed to act like this, who am I anyway? LOL you must really laughing so hard right now.