The Kind of Fan I Am
Everyone seems to be talking about Baek and Tae dating. Some ship them. Some downright bashed them.
Me? Well, honestly, I'm being really laid back about this.
I don't bother reading what people have to say regarding this whole issue. All the theories and rumours people keep spreading prior to this whole statement that they two of them are dating.
Here's the kind of fan I am.
I'm a casual fan. Sure, I spazz over groups. Sure, I fangirl. But at the end of the day, I'm only focussing on the songs created by the groups. I honestly don't care about what these idols/artists want to do. Whether their actions are good or bad, it's fully up to them to decide. No matter how many mistakes idols/artists makes, I'll still be a fan. No, when I say fan, I don't mean the 'Oh my god, Oppa is flawless' kind of fan. I mean the 'You may have an unstable reputation but hey, you make good music'.
I don't judge idols/artists by their actions. I won't. I simply refuse to.
To me, as long as you make good music, I'll still support you. I won't defend your wrong-doings but that doesn't mean I'll walk away from you either.
You see, that should be the true definition of fans.
To be with their idols through thick and thin.
And not to spread hate. Not to criticize others. Not to start fanwars.
Then again, who am I to tell you what to do or what not to do? Humans have brains. They can think. They should be able to decide their actions on their own.
Seeing the number of fanwars increasing as each day passes, I honestly question the meaning of the word 'fan'.
I used to be proud to be a part of fandoms. Now, I question the whole point of it.
I don't actually know if I made any sense. I'm not good with words when it comes to things like this.
Oh, look. I found the definition of the word 'fan'.
fan1
P.S. I'm not only referring to Tae and Baek's dating issue. I'm referring to so many other fanwars and issues.
What? Are you going to bash me too?
Fine, go ahead.
But you know, deep down, a small tiny part of you notices the change.
Don't you get tired? Don't you? Because I am. I'm really tired.
Octy08 signing out,
Peace!
I'll be off of AFF for a while. Just for the sake of finding a place in a fandom where I actually feel belonged.
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