You all know what happen..

I'm just so butthurt now..I can't even look at Taeyeon in the face,So this is how a heartbreak feels like.I might sound so emotional, but it's just Taeyeon has been my ultimate bias for five years now and this news just shocked me big time.So they said that they started dating since February when was Healing Camp aired?? So I guess she was lying about it all along which I understand, but I'm just too butthurt to accept it . I changed my homescreen,changed my alarm tone which is Taeyeon's voice,I'm taking a break from my IG Taeyeon fanpage because I need time to process all of this because I honestly can not injest this at the moment. It's just too much for me to handle I don't know what to do with my feelings...of course I want Taeng to be happy, but I'm human too so I'm not gonna hide my dissapointment.Tbh I've always thought that Taeyeon is the type that would go out with a non celibrity or at least someone who's like older or at the same age as her.But this just proved me wrong.Not hating on Baekhyun because he's my exo bias, but his career is not even stable yet..right now it just looks like that it would be Taeyeon that would protect him rather than the opposite.yet again I've learned another lesson, don't love too hard..

I just seriously need a break or I'm gonna go crazy..