Hhmmm… first I want to say sorry, for being like that,… but you still didn’t know about me… you still didn’t know anything about me in the past, this is my fourth time facing this situation, and I guessed this also my fourth time coupling… hmm, if you say that this is my first time, sorry, cause you’re wroong… that’s why, I really hate coupling, b’cause all of this… first thing you need to know, I’m not the type who the one be talking to you, cause I’m not that type of guy who like to be face to face all the time, as you know what I mean… and I’m really busy with my stuff… F.Y.I, my mother is a bit strick… 

Actually I was being abandone to couple again, cause I’ve made careless mistake in the past… and I’m never want to repeat that again… but if we’re were friends, I could tagged along, cuase I found that you and I just friends… I didn’t spoke anything to you, cause I was afraid that everyone will know it, and if my sister know about us… thi could be the end… and if that happens I just want to say sorry, I was the leader in my family, as being the one incharge… my mother had put a lot of trust on me… and I’m willing to not dissapoint her.. as you can see, all my friend list.. there’s not my family on the list, cause I’m afraid that they’ll found out about the things I’ve been doing… 

And things didn’t clear out for me, I just want to know something about you in the past, yes … you said to me.. that you didn’t had anyone in your heart before me… but exactly there is.. right?? And I want to know deep further about your relationship with my bestfriend in the past…. and your CRUSH … before it comes to me…. But that’s not the thing now… I didn’t care what happen to you in the past.. 

And for me… I’m not that friendly when I’m coupling, and I;m not good in understanding that girls heart, but I’ll understand all my friends feeling, and I’ve been thought this… what if my family knew, and before that’s happen I want to end up everything.. but I just couldn’t that.. cause… cause I know it’ll hurt you, and that’s why I cutt of all my social communication… all of it… accept Fb and insta… and AFF.. ! I really am loving you… but I think I had my limits… ~ I really shouldn’t say this … but, - I have to… I’ve been remembering myself… “this is right… yes… this is right…” and I hope It is… 

You still didn’t know me… my family and all… no one knows… I’m sorry fo being such a jerk… well I think I am now.. wasn’t I !! 

and i'm sorry to say this... i'm breaking up with you... for your own good, i don't want you to wait for me anymore... if you love me... just be it... but i'm ending up with you.. mian.. !! thanks for sharing this... for the last time... i'm really not good in treating my GF,  but i'm really good on taking care of my friends, and i will always do that. to all my friends !!!