Having siblings and being the first born child was not that easy. Yes you get to order around them, act like some sort of boss, but don't forget the respinsibilities that you're carrying on your shoulders and that you must fulfill everything. It's not that easy as you thought. The role of being the first born child is not some kind of joke that you can just play with.

As for me, having a brother who’s really stubborn and arrogant, a little sister who’s sort of lazy and whiny I swear, it was really irritating. It feels like I want to hit them or lock them up in a room until they learn how to be a responsible person that they should be.

But despite of their not-so-nice values, I still love them. They're still my siblings after all and I must take care of them no matter what. We share the same flesh and blood. And not just that, we’re all carrying the same last name.

As much as I want to get mad at them, hate them to the core because of their wrong doings, their not-so-good attitude, I just can't bring myself to, I just don't want to because it doesn't seem right, it doesn't feel right. It's not right at all. Just all I know is that I have to continue studying hard, get a better job in the future and help them have a better life living in the future.

I would go through storms and whatnot just to make sure their life would not turn out bad in the future. That’s how I love them.