So it's like 6AM and I just had an epiphany. I like my best friend.  A while back she told me she liked me and I liked her back then too. But we didn't date. I didn't like her that much and I guess she didn't like me that much. But lately I can't stop thinking about her in a romantic way. This could work actually, her and I secretly dating (my parents aren't cool with the whole biual thing), but my parents are skeptical of her and her family because she's black and they are racist (yeah Ikr what a buzzkill) so we can't really hang out all that much.  *sigh* but I don't even know if she still likes me tho. And if we don't work out then stuff could happen and we won't e friends anymore or something and that would because we are like in a group-friendship thing.  Feelings are complicated. I'm probably going to talk to her about it later today. That's the good thing about us; we are not afraid to tell each other anything or talk about anything.

Well, wish me luck! (? If I don't chicken out)