Today was supposed to be a good day

Today was supposed to be fine

I got to talk and laugh with my crush, my friends and I were joking around in class as we laughed till our stomachs hurt, everyone was signing yearbooks, I am almost done with my gifts for my friends

Today was supposed to be fine

Yet here I am

My right eye is throbbing, I can barely see

My toe is bleeding

I keep screwing things up, whether its a problem or misspelling words or something

And today is going to be one of those days that ends with me crying myself to sleep again

Today is ending with my happiness vaniishing like facade and I wake to the cold reality of depression

Today is one of those days where there is a lump in my throat while I choke out reassurance

Today is one of the days that every little mistake just brings me down to sink farther down

Today is one of those days that when everything seems to go right, its all wrong

Today is one of the days where I consider killing myself

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-lxMHXWVas#t=85