Hello guys, my name is Michelle and I don´t really care if you read that or not, I just wanted to write it down somewhere, and because I like AFF the most, I´ll post it on here, so you have to deal with it.
But if there are actually people reading that, welcome & thank you :)

So, last September I started to be a nursing student.
I always wanted to be one, since I was young, so I was very excited on my first school day.
Me and my best Friend (yes, she´s there with me,..haha thanks goodness) always stick together so the first few days we never left each others side.
My classmates are really nice, well most are.
At first we were a class of 30 people, 4 Boys and 26 Girls,... but as the year goes on, many students left, we are now... 24.

Actually I wanted to write about my Internship because the first 6 month aren´t really interesting...just sitting in school and listening or not listening to the teachers. Many tests - and hard ones at that too...oh boy, I´m happy next week is my last xD

So, my first internship started in April... I was in a acute geriatric care remobilization (I don´t know how it´s called in english so I translated it word to word - I´m sorry if it´s wrong )
Anyway, beeing the shy person that I am I had a few troubles because, well everything was new for me.
But the nurses were all really nice, some were younger some were older, but I got along with most of them :)
They first week was hard, I didn´t know where I could find stuff and needed to remember all the patients names - all 30 ones.
Because it´s a remobization, the patienst went and came everyday, really hectic.
But the patients were all very nice - there were happy to see such a young girl taking care of them.
Actually, I never wanted to work with old people, I never really liked them so I was angry when I first found out that my first internship would me here.
But while talking to them, and taking care of them I realized that they weren´t so bad - I was happy I was here.
I´m sad that I´m not there anymore,..the 2 month did pass so fast, I didn´t even realized.

I am writing this because I have so many feelings about all that, I don´t know how to cope with it.
There are many things going on - I´m not the best student, actually my grade are mainly threes and forths, I´m not really good.
I needes to remake one test, and a few days ago my second. I really hope I did make it. - So many worries

Right now I´m at my second internship and I need to say, it´s reeeeeally boring - like really really boring.
It´s at an Ambulance, and all I can do is sit at the reception and watch the nurse do her job, because I don´t know how to use this damn computer yet. Everything I do all day is watching her and dammit, my bum really hurts from all the sitting.
The nurse is nice, really nice, but I don´t get why I am here, I mean, and can´t learn many things and damn it´s boring.
I really miss the direct contac with patients.

So I don´t think there is more to tell, if there are some people who want to talk to me about this, ask me questions and stuff, go on - I won´t bite or maybe I will? Well, let´s see :)

PS: Sorry if there are spelling mistakes, my motherlanguage is german :D