I am just breaking out into sobs because of all the Kris-hyung shizz. I thought I got over it, but I haven't. 

I was watching the music videos, and I always cry in Miracles In December because I just can't help but feel the song, but this time, I sobbed because of Kris-hyung's crying scene. 

Why did he have to do this? In the middle of Overdose? Why'd he decide to fight it alone? Why'd he leave EXO and us fans like this? Just broken and depressed...

I understand that he has a heart condition, and that he was being overworked because Kim Young Min is a horrible CEO. Like, why did Lee Soo Man hand over SM Entertainment to that B-word? 

I am really feeling Tao-hyung's pain. I rewatched the EXO Starcast, the Midsummer Night's thingy. There was that part where they say things to the other members and Tao-hyung was speaking to Kris-hyung. He noticed that Kris-hyung always looked stressed and told him to share his problems with him more often.

The Starcast show was in October last year, but it hurts me that Kris-hyung tried to do this all alone. He didn't tell any of the other members and hurt their feelings, especially Tao-hyung. It's like he never considered the effect this would have on EXO-M. EXO-K is fine since the Overdose promotions are seperated into the sub-groups, but EXO-M is not. 

I can't hate Kris-hyung. I really miss him. I never thought I would because when EXO Showtime came out, I always thought that he was just so stupid after that. But now I just can't believe he left. I can't believe he didn't share his problems with the people that he's countlessly called his "brothers," and threw what they had as a "family" out the window. 

I hope this all blows over soon, and it all turns out for the better.

EXO - We Are One.

EXO - Saranghaja.

EXO - Fighting! 

P.S. Sorry for ranting. It's just that I always imagined speaking to Kris-hyung because he could speak the best English in EXO, but now that hope is gone.

P.P.S. Sorry if this offended any of you, especially Kris-biased fans.