Anneyeong beautiful creatures! This is the blog post i have made for our journalism subject and i think there's no harm of sharing it right? If you've seen this somewhere, dont ya worry because I also posted this on other websites.

You see, I've been asking myself what would be the best title for this blog entry and so I came up with this title: "Thirteen Reasons Why"

My title is based on a book that I have found while reading other's blog posts. I've only read the summary of it and it is interesting in a matter-of-fact.

If this story tells about what are the reasons why the persona committed suicide, then I'll give you my thirteen reasons why I've keep on living my life..

My thirteen reasons why:

1. I go to seek a great perhaps. This is a line from a famous book of John Green, "Looking for Alaska" My life is filled with God's grace but there's something telling me that it is not all that I have for now. I don't know and I can't tell when to seek that "great perhaps" maybe I will find it today, tomorrow, or the day after that. 
2. I have a dream. I am an ambitious child. My Dad taught us: "If we want something, we should worked hard for it." I have a bucket of to-do list that I want to accomplished that's why I won't be leaving this earth if I haven't fulfill them. What are my wishes? keep scrolling.
3. My mushroom house. Everyone of us has a dream of having the most amazing house to live in for the future. I, myself also have one in mind. Painting it with a red roof, filled with white dots and-an enchanting aura. That's what I want to described it.
4. Finding my true love. I have always believed in fairy tales, where there will be a prince charming to save you from your evil step-mother, or awaken you into a deep sleep. But I don't know how my love story will begin. Is it the same as Cinderella's story? Will I ever have a happy ending? Or will my life be like in the movies? These questions can be answered someday.
5. Be like Picasso and to be a writer. I want to paint like a canvas depicting a two hour movie. By holding a pen and a piece of paper, I want my imagination reach beyond its limit but the problem is I cannot fathom my ideas inside my head.
6. Meeting a superstar. I always wanted to meet an international idol. I'm a fan girl, remember? Meeting my favorite boy band would be a dream come true! (Marrying one of them sounds nice too)
7. I don't want to fail my parents. The reason why I worked so hard on my studies is because I want to repay the kindness my parents gave me. There's a long way ahead for me and making them as my inspiration, I know that I will reach higher than I thought.
8. To be a superhero for a day. Maybe a guy waiting outside a flower shop or the lady who waits for her order in a fast food chain, a cat waiting for the rain to stop or the little boy who ties his shoe laces. I don't have any idea who or what it is but I know somebody needs me.
9. To have a dance with the men of my life. Having a dance with the one you love is the most enchanting feeling as they say but for me dancing with my brothers and my dad would be the greatest.
10. I want to prove something. On my almost 15th year of existence, I have never got the chance to be the person I always wanted be, a person that anybody could be proud of. (Maybe because I'm still too young) I want to be a person despite of having too many flaws, that could stand on both feet to work hard for what she is fighting for.
11. Because there are people who loves me. There was a time that I have experienced difficulty in my life.  Some of the reasons why I've kept my head high is the feeling of love from the people, not particularly someone special in my heart, but the people who really cares for me. Just like my family and friends that have lead me to the right path God had planned for.
12. God loves me. When I feel alone and scared, the only person I could run to is the Lord. He gives me hope that after the storm, there will always be a rainbow.
13. I have learned to love who I am. Before I could love somebody else, I should be loving myself first. Easy to say but it took me some time to learn it. My teacher once said "Just enjoy the feeling of being loved" now I know where I can find that love and it begins with me. 

What do you think? So can you give me your thirteen reasons why? Tell me anything! Why you are happy, why are you in love. Anything! Okay? Okay!

I love you whoever reads this. Mwa mwa. I will eat now. 'Til next time! Hearteu hearteu. <333