You know as we grew older, there a lot of things that keen to be more harder as we thought it will be easy when we were kids. As you thought those hardship will keep decrease- it just not. The puzzle of life will still be scattered around everywhere as it taught you to gather all the pieces and combine it all as a sign of life we had learn. That feeling when you feel your life was in a big black hole trapping you into dismay and sadness. It painful, ofcourse it will but that experiences will make you think and take a deep reminder that it happen for you to get a lesson from every fault you did before.

Life won't take your every step, it's already been planned earlier that you ever know but it taught you take every step with care so you won't be able to regret it later. But as a human, we never take everything as lesson. We always thought life will be better after the hurricane. But too bad, the hurricane won't go away unless you try to escape from it. I was on that path, still i'm not learned from the mistakes. I cried and I regretted all things but then all the worse come back into the old. Oh i wish that i was a great person altogether with a great heart. But everyone knows, perfection does not existed.

But as a failure as i am, it get better when i started to realized that I'm the one who should help myself not others. Oh maybe other's encouragement do help me alot with all those words. Ofcourse I admit that doing all the hardwork alone will be hard without any motivater and that's why there is people called friends. They help you when you at the worst of yourself and proud when you are the best among the great. But beware, life taught you to choose the right one. If you choose it wrong, your life will drown into failure because like i say before to be successful you need encouragemnet. And by encouragement, it mean find a good person to be with.

But at the end, sometimes I only good at words. I do did failure for every good words i said. Well life will not always blossom pink, sometimes it will also on it's spring. Thanks for listening i guess. Good luck and bye!