Sneak Peek - Withering

Inside the Chapter:

Seungho propped himself up against the windowsill and allowed his eyes to drift towards the dreary sky which certainly looked like it would start pouring down any minute now. There was still a part of him which was opposed to this idea of a party mostly because it made him uncomfortable and he wasn't yet willing to deal with Mir being unconscious. How he had survived the past two months was unknown to the charismatic leader, but he supposed since his focus was on s and ensuring Joon didn't do anything homicidal one could say that he had been distracted enough not to deal with his own emotions and worries. Bang Mir was their mood maker, their maknae, the rapper and most importantly he was like another little brother and Seungho felt personally responsible for what had happened back in December.

How could any of them have possibly known what would happen when Mir went outside alone? There was no way of predicting it and there was no guarantee that if someone else had been outside with the maknae it could've been prevented. Even still  Seungho felt a heavy burden of guilt for not being able to take care of one of s and now not really being able to take care of Joon either. So when G.O and Thunder approached him about the party Joon intended to throw for Mir's birthday he was immediately apprehensive, but kept his doubts to himself. Instead he chose to confide in Rain their mentor whom always seemed to have the answer to everything anyway.