I'm insufficient.

" I    l a c k   c h a r a c t e r  .

                I    l a c k    c o n c e p t  ,  d e s i g n  ,  m i n d s e t  . "

I'm insufficient in so many ways. I feel happy when I accomplish a task that I've been longing for. However, I feel as if no one appreciates my works. I try hard, I take my time to achieve. What keeps me going is peoples' positive opinions and encouragement. Although, I never see any encouragement. I see people mocking me, or laughing upon my 'works'. If I could even consider them 'works'. I remember when I had my first encouraging comment. It was intriguing and made me feel extremely ecstastic, no exaggerations. Even if I don't advertise my work (it isn't worthy enough), I still expected some people to notice me. I am not only thinking about only myself. There are other people out there that try their best to strive to the top. However, people like us are never seen. We're like the outcasts and lone wolf's out here. 

Just speaking my mind. I wished that people like us could have more readers or viewers that actually appreciate the works that we put our time and effort to.

Thanks for reading. :)

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kpopasianfan123 #1
you got this!when you are going through hard times, you will overcome anything.... it may be hard but nnothing is impossible to accomplish.
blossomgalz
#2
Gambateh!! Hwaiting!! Don't give up too early, it takes time you know... ;) Just keep working on it and don't give up... :) *hugs you*
kennocha #3
I totally feel you, but working your way to the top requires some time you know.
So, you shouldn't lose hope and keep on writing. Fighting~ <3
DibidisMyNameIsMinho
#4
I feel you, its like that even on my family, i forget to do something and they spend so much time looking at the errors that they dont notice the rest.
About your fics, if you like writing so never stop.
Sometimes you focus on the bad comments and dont notice the good ones :) so forgot those childish haters and live a happy life guurl ;)
kayholic #5
:-)))) bae:----)
Eunhaemode
#6
Don't worry dear... Just keep on writing... Okay? Almost everyone undergoes this stage when they start writing...

Same doubts from the very beginning like... Will they like the pairing? The plot? The twists and turns? The title? and everything that goes with it?

And yes... I also remember the first person to comment on my story and subscribe and it really made me happy enough to write more and people will start noticing your works...

Just always think positive... :) *fighting!* *hugs*
SHINeegirl989
#7
same here... sigh i have some readers... but idk.. sometimes i don't think it's actuslly good :/