Okay, so I was busy stalking my best friend's roleplay instagram account. *smirks* And I saw a post that read, "Even Though You're Just a Memory, I Will Always Love You." Scanned through it and BAM! I saw my name. Yup, the ending line was, "I love you (my name)." 

Haha, yeah... I like my name as Arisa soo let's keep it that way, ne? ^^ I'll replace it with Arisa. Huhuhu~ x3

So here's the post: 

“I can't stop listening to your beautiful voice. It makes me laugh. It makes me remember all those times we smiled at the most stupidest things. All those times we had those personal inside jokes, and would make us laugh out loud. I remember how much you hated to hear your voice on the recording, despite how beautiful you sounded. How you sang for me, and when you did, the whole world seemed to stop. I love those memories. … but now, you're gone. You've disappeared from my life, to be with him above. These recordings. They are the only thing I have left of you now. And even though I know you're happy, finally free from the hell down here… I still cry. And I always will. I will cry because I no longer will here your voice. I cry because I will no longer hear your laugh. Everything feels different, now that you're not here. Every little thing, every little movement, it reminds me of you. Yet, I will still be happy. I will be happy that you got to see Him before you experienced the true life of us humans. And I know that you are an angel, that watches over me day and night. If you can hear me now, I just want you to know. You are the most beautiful, talented, amazing, smart, funny, and best girl I have ever met. You are my first best friend. Nothing can change that. Nothing. I love you Arisa.”

Awwwww!!! I was literally *insert British voice*  literally *cough* tearing up. I'm sorry. It was just so sweet. I can't. I can't can't can't can't can't can't. No. Just no. No. /sobs. /cries. And the fact that I IGNORED her, yes I ignored her the last time we met... 

I saw her @my little sister's Communion party, but I ignored her (as much as I hated it) so she would stop talking too much about her 5-S-O-S (Know who they are??? ^^;;). It worked, but I figured she wouldn't forget about it. Because NORMALLY, I would just go along with it and nod like a good girl, but I was pretty much ticked off... >n<" Because she TOTALLY forgot about Kpop and all that and-and KWANGMIN! 

Like, really? How can you leave behind Pikachu for ----. (I don't intend to offend her current BIAS in 5Sauce or however you say your favorite for non-Koreans).

Literally my face... And his. Awww, he's crying. ;A; He's all like, "Really? You left me behind?" 

Anywayyyss, so when I saw *that* post, I felt so bad... How could I have been so selfish? adsfghjkgsadfghjkgfsdafghjgfdsafghjgfdsfghjgfdsghfddsghjfdsfghsdfghfdsafghjgfdsfghjkgfds. /screams. /creys. /dies. /cries. /shot. /bricked. 

What kind of friend am I?!?!

 ***It's titled "Read Before It Gets Deleted" because she posts stuff then deletes it. She might hunt me and tell me to take it down... Sooo... Yeah. IDK WHY she deletes her old posts like WTF. She had a really good one about beauty and I wanted to share it but yeah... It got deleted.