no matter how many times i blame school for being such a er or a jerk, i will always come back to it. no excuses, no nothing. i would eventually come back. right now the finals are taking place and i actually am sitting here wondering why i'm still writing this instead of studying.

the answer?

because i've studied. i tried to study beforehand to lessen the materials i'd have to read about and it kinda helped. i feel way more relaxed now and well, happier. i was able to add a paragraph or two to my fics \o/ and eat snacks for like an hour straight.

i have turned to like studying. not that i disliked it before... just, i like it better now.

p.s. comment if you have a kdrama / anime rec ; currently watching : dr stranger, gapdong, mawaru penguindrum, psycho pass

140519 // serves as a diary