Hmm..idk how to give an intro to this post as there are many things I wanna say.

Firstly, about yesterday's 'Kris=Sunye' post.

Well those were my honest opinion. Since I didn't explain myself there, might as well do it here, pour everything and put myself at peace. Not going to explain about Sunye though.  I am a Kris-fan. Hell I didn't even bother about Exo but only about Kris before all this started. At first I was super pissed with SM and accused SM staff for manipulating the other members to go against him. 

Then, I slowly realized, after reading a wider range of sources, esp the post on the saesang/saseang fan who said she/he saw Tao cry about Kris, that SM is not fully blamable. 

At first I didn't want to believe it. Then I as I thought about it, this fan is crazy about EXO, why would she/he lie about it?  Then there was the interview with EXOM and the SM staff who stated that he left without a word. That's when I knew how one-sided my views had been. I feel that if you really care about an idol you shouldn't be afraid to say what he/she did is wrong. I mean Kris is partly blamable for this. 

In the post I said Kris was being a selfish leader. Well that is true. Sorrynotsorry. He's not selfish cos he sued his company, he is selfish because he left without discussing with s, in the middle of promotions and when their concert is nearing. He didn't think about s. He's not the only one ill. From what I know Lay(i think) has some blood coagulation problem. I always believed that the role of the leader is a sacred role and you are like the 'father' of the group. Would you like it  if your parent one day just disappears? Won't you feel angry and upset? Won't you feel as though your dad doesn't care about your feelings? I am pretty sure that that is the others feel now. 
Also, it will be wrong for me to say that SM has no part to play in this. Gosh, you let Siwon, Henry, Krystal and so many others (even those who can't act) act why couldn't you let Kris act? If he wanted to act and is willing to work for it let him have the chance. Another thing, is it too difficult to let your artistes take a break and regain their health back? Must they keep on working 24/7 as though they are machines? They are humans too you know?

Okay. Thats all I have to say about Kris's issue. I sincerely hope that he becomes a great actor in China/Canada. At least he gets to be happy :) 
Part of me just hopes that this is some kind of publicity tool that SM is using for the concert. I will be overjoyed if it was. 

Secondly, I am gg to ban myself from Asianfanfics. Yay! *Sarcastic* I have my one common test paper (mid year exams) next week. Then one week of school and camp. Then I will be off for OCIP for a week. Then during the remaining two weeks of holidays I will be studying for the remaining papers,. After holidays I will be having the rest of my common tests. This will take mid july to finish. 

So till then I probably won't be updating my fics or blogging. If I do, please remind me that I am on 'ban' I may reply to your PM's or wall posts. So if u wanna talk yea. You can PM/wall post me. 

Thidly, my bff has joined AFF. I don't know if its a good or bad thing. His name is EternalAce. Using my ipod so I can't link it. But that idiot will probably comment below so you can find him there. 

Awaiting Teukkie Return!
Hwaiting Taeyang's album!

Till then,
Love,
Ti