so.

guys.

i finished two of six requests.

i feel good because i thought it'd take much more time.

but well, i feel so burdened.

would it be bad if i'd fulfill your requests randomly, like writing first the ones that are easier for me and then getting onto the hard ones?

because i can't help but think writing horror will be more than hard for me. and the requests, containing me basing it on some manga/manhwa, is more than hard too.

it's not like i don't want to write it but it'll take me more time than fulfilling the easier requests.

is it bad if i just do this?

because i don't want you to be disappointed.. i'd feel bad if you'd ever feel disappointed with me..

...

and someone was hinting (and somewhat requesting) that maybe i could write a myungjong fic (after all the requests are fulfilled).

it's not like i don't want to but i was panicky the moment i heard/read that.

i feel like trying but i don't really like this paring (don't ask why because i don't know myself).

i was really saying things like "OMG she's serious." and "I can't do this, I can't, I just can't." and "I'm not capable of this." because i feel so insecure writing about parings i don't like.

...

i guess i'll give it a try because i want to please you not me. (and maybe i'll get a bit onto myungjong too?)

...

so.

i just wanted to tell you, if you've something against me writing the more easier things for me first then say it. i won't hate you because of something like this :)

but just saying, if i'll go how people requested, i'm going to take a lot more time..

...

okay.

so.

bye.

ily.

i really do love you.

do it, do it, do it chuuu~ it's true~

saranghae!