So today I woke up pretty late. Since today is holiday so my mom didn't wake me up and I didn't hear the alarm ringing. 

I immediately check the time on my phone. Got so many notification from sns. 

I looked for the important one. It turmed to be my mention on twitter. My two friend mentioned me. And on friend linked me to the tweet that talked about exo recent news. I was kinda shocked when I read the news. I thought it just a joke or gonna turn to be rumour. But sadly my thoughts was wrong... the news turned to be real.. well, oh-so-freaking-real. 

I then scrolled to my timeline.. many ppl tweeted that the news no true and still unconfirmed but after like one hour, it got more worse. They confirmed it. My jaw dropped when I read that. It was really a shocking news. And really worse because that kind of condition repeat again after few years ago, had happen. 

The news became a shocking news to everyone, esp. Hallyu Lovers. 

The really worse thing was the main person of the newss is my main bias on EXO, Kris. I can't believe that some kind of things like that happen again, and today it's him.

I feel sad because by today, tomorrow or next week I can't see him performing together with the other members. Maybe for temporary, maybe forever..... the sad things is I haven't get any of his clear picture but my own camera, his signature.... (p.s. pathetic, right... no? But i really want to have it....) it's like sth that end before it's even start. Lol.

I also feel bad.. because he got many haters, some throwing hate, harsh comment on him, cursed at him, some continue support him. But what makes me want to cry is his closest member think of him like an enemy... I understand what they're feel right now. Feel like being betrayed by a friend or someone that we never expected will do that kind of things.

I don't say the main person here is right. And I don't say his friends are at fault. Maybe they are all the victim... 

It just I don't like the way they say sth about the main person through sns... esp. After what the closest one said. He must be hurt by that, I know... but it just (for me) not suit him to say sth like that through sns and in the end make the things worse and makes more ppl wondering what really had happened, what's the real truth behind all of these things. I knew they did that for some reason (that we don't know) I understand. 

Idk, which side I should believe and stand on.

But.....

I'm sure the main person here has some reasons for what he did. 

So no matter what happen I will support them (him and the other members). Whatever the decision the result, in the end.

So now... we better continue on supporting them no matter what. ♡

good night!^^ 

*I can't even concentrate on writing my assignment today because of this thing* lol