Blog #15
here i am
just sitting here
no sad music playing, just happy music
no sad images, happy funnny pictures
no cold, just warmth
nothing to hurt me, all things to care
and here i am
sitting here
crying
panicking
freaking out
that feeling comes, i feel it in my knees and stomach
then it spreads throughout my body
to my pouding heart
to my scattered brain
to my shaking hands
and i lose it
today was supposed to be a good day
i was fine
i was fine
i was fine
i was........
....and still am....
....fine broken
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