To: My beloved brother(bestfriend)

We've been besties....more like brothers and sisters since very young, i really can't remember when and where exactly we started ourselves. But all i want to say this is...

Thanks for listening to my advice and stop hanging out with that i told you about. 

You looked better as you grow, no offense, you didnt look as good looking when you were younger, but as you grew older to our current age of 15, dude, you looked better. 

I was smitten by you during youth concert when our student leaders went to the NPS, you even took a selfie with me haha, thanks a lot. 

During our camp, we ended up in the same group. We, together with another friend we made, Stefanie, 3 of us became best buddies and led our group Barnacles with our cheer and performance. 3 of us also jumped and party together with the cohort during the after party. 3 of us hugged each other, tho i will see you in school XD But i seriously miss Stefanie TT.TT I love the memories. 

I need to really say that, you existed in my heart for many years. Bro, i really hope you notice me. You were always the first place in my heart, the first person i cared about was you. 

When i got bullied, almost got kidnapped once, you were lucky to be behind me and you saved me. Being in wushu was also what i liked about you, i was so lucky when you came and saved me, i was so thankful. 

When someone knocked into me and i was about to fall losing my balance, you grabbed me by my elbow and saved me without thinking. I sprained my ankle hard, and my shoulders were painful too. I was so thankful because if you werent beside me, i would have been motionless lying on the ground. 

I'm really scared if one day i lose you, especially when we grow up. I hope even when we grow up, we can share everything together. continuing to smile at each other, and do everything together. 

I hope we can be together forever, even being best friends is fine. I decided to write it here because all my feelings for you is bottled up inside me. I hope you wouldn't forget me when we grow up, because i already promised myself i wouldn't forget you. I will try to make time so we can spend time like when we were younger. 

You are my best friend, my brother, and i guess i have a huge feel for you. I don't know about this, i find it weird....that i'm having a huge crush on my own brother, best friend. I hope you can notice me, i'm not good with words, but i have to say it. Thanks for everything, zhengwei. There i said it, your name. 

From: Your one and only sister you treated as, 

Joanne.