I don't think i've written letters for a man before but it is a pleasure to write the first one for you. but it it has to be in cases like these. i hope you miss me like i miss you. i want to visit you, and don't you worry, i will visit you. i will not just sit here and watch you suffer, if anything, i want to understand your suffering, and try to imagine myself experiencing it. i want you to know i will always be by your side. when we first met, i seriously thought you were just an idiot, and it turns out you really are just an idiot. jessica jung misses you too. you need to stay healthy if you plan on making her wife, ya know. and you have to stay healthy for the sake of me and all the others anticipating your return. but no pressure or anything, if you take too long, or don't even try to come back, i will go there and murder you myself, because son, you ain't leaving me hanging here. you should listen to akmu, and hey, you're missing out on exo's overdose, you should see baek and sehun!!1 i miss you. everyone misses you. you've been gone for months now, it's about time you come back right? we need you by our sides again, and i'm sure you want to be by our sides. i want you to tell me how mocha loves me, and how you ship us, i want you to tell me you love me, that you're glad to be friends with me. i want you to tell me how dumb my girlfriend is, but how much of a best friend she is to you, and how you will try and take me away from her. i miss you, idiot, i miss your stupid moments, when you have blank moments, when you get confused, when you get extremely happy, when you spazz, when you cry. i hate the moments when you suddenly stop breathing, i miss you breathing normally. and i'm sure you miss it too. come back soon. my letter is full of random bull, but i'm sure you'll think it's sweet because you're always happy just to recieve a letter from someone, even if you don't know them that well.