Well, this is particularly for those who are reading Decisions. This is just a rant.

I wanted to finish this story so that I could write a new one (Seeking for Certainty), but writing the remaining chapters of Decisions is really heartbreaking. I remember when I wrote the remaining chapters of Choices, it only took two days for me to write seven chapters at once. But now, I could only write a chapter a day at most. I think it’s because my sentences and paragraphs have been longer, but I also think that because deep inside of me, I do not want to let go of that story which has been close to my heart.

The chapters I’ve made so far made me cry that I had to take a break every time. I also scanned all the chapters because I was looking for a particular detail (if Min Jung was pregnant or not), but as I read through the chapters, I realized that the story was really really really sad. I do not know how I managed to make them hurt every time. :((((

I am not fishing for compliments, I swear. However, I just want you to know that to write is also difficult especially when there is an emotional attachment. So if it pains you to read, it also pains for me to write. But the angst has always been the gist of Decisions- it’s an ingredient I cannot throw away.

That's it. Thank you for reading. I just had to let it out.