so.

i'm exhausted.

really really exhausted.

i feel like i'll give up on life anytime soon.

i have too many things to do so there's no way to relax a bit.

and if i do then i can listen to veeeeeryyyyyy long lectures of my family that i sleep too long and .

(this looks like a pyramid, don't you think so too? lol. what am i even thinking about. haha. i'm weird. nothing new.)

/yawns

it's 1:48am here and i can't sleep because i've abdominal pains because of the thing every month happens to a girl.

i tried distracting myself. (i won't sleep today because i've a lot to do because it's mother's day.)

i'm currently working on the oneshot for my unnie and then i want to finally start with the first request (though i've already collected a lot of ideas).

and i really need to say, fulfilling your requests is really hard.

not because i hate what you request but because i've like no idea.

sure, for the first and fourth request i've ideas and it's easy but for the based-on-manga/manhwa requests it's hard because i don't really know what i should write.

how can i even make it like it's in the manga/manhwa??

i feel like a big fail.

(but the manga Koisuru Bouku and manhwa Pine In The Flower Garden are really good. go check them out.)

do you know this feeling of not being able to do anything because your power left you?

ugh.

i'm done.

with everything.

i'm sorry for those, who requested things because i'm taking a lot of time.

really.

i'm sorry.

i'm giving my best, but it's hard, y'know?

so.

i'm going.

there's a oneshot to finish.

/makes herself something to eat and listens to music