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Scanning my files a few prologue of possible stories welcomed me. Some are these. MORE of bitter attitude of characters. tsk2. 
 

You think you’re happy? Contented? You got everything you want; do you need to ask for more? A perfect fiancée.  A good job.  A nice life. Nothing’s missing.
You think so. But what if the thing that’s missing is you?  What if you’re living in the different identity?  A cover up for someone.  A replacement? 

 

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Love blooms. Love waits.

The time I made up my mind it’s already too late.

_SungMin

I loved. I wait.
The time you came back I’m already his.

_Sunny

You can say that fate love to play different trick to one’s life and you will be lucky enough if you’re wiser than fate.

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You know that moment that you were just sitting in the corner of your room watching how the raindrops strike your glass window. Thinking about the romantic scenes in the book that you just finished reading. Wishing that you were that girl in that novel and later days everything you wish came true but not as what you planned.

It happened to me. Once I was just a simple college student then I woke up one day being in the center of an unwanted situation.

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Anticipating it to be a love story? Fluffy? Mushy? Romance? Heck?

Well, you went to a wrong place because I’m not planning to write anything about that here.

Let me get you straight. I DON’T BELIEVE IN LOVE. Love and everything connected to it is just a fruit of people’s playful imagination.

Wanna know what do I believe?

SUFFERING?

You read it right. Suffering.

That’s the only thing life has ever offer to me.

Cause I’m a girl living in the most darkest place of life.

 

BUT…

but not until he came to my life, pulled me away from that place. And teach me how to LOVE again.

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I ruined him. I should decline his offer. I’m such a babo. Now his in misery because of what I did. I hurt him, I left him clueless.

I should decline his offer for the second time but what can I do I just love him that much that I cannot ignore him forever. Am I selfish for asking him to love me when I know I was going to leave him again? To hurt him?

But maybe I should not let myself love him in the first place! Or maybe this is just what the fate wants to happen!

_Sunny_

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Too bad. I forgot my storyline for those stories. hehehe. Annyeong.

-ellie

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