deleted last blog if your wondering... I tend to over react on somethings and most likely that was one of them. I am so tired. Been super busy all week with my best friends wedding that was yesterday. It went good. I didnt trip, which i was worried about since I was in wedding. Everything went good. I only had 1 panic attack at the party because there were so many people there. I was happy no one noticed and I just slipped into the bathroom and locked myself in there till i calmed down.  I didnt talk to anyone and just sat at a table by myself for the whole party but i made it threw it and im happy.