for my idiot.
Everything with you is new and exciting, yYou made my insides do backflips and I feel my heart fall back into place after so much pain. If I could put this month on repeat, I would. You called me your 'babygirl' and made me feel like a princess. I called you mine and you made me feel whole in all of the places that were empty. I wish that these days could be repeated. I love you, lee changsun.
I got scared because falling for you happened faster than expected. I pushed you away and broke your heart by acting out of character and doing things I would never do again. I wish I could rewind and do this month over. My heart is yours and you make me feel like everything in the world is going to be okay.
My feelings for you are easy to explain: i am just madly inlove with you. I am comfortable with you and you're happy with me. When i look at you, i see this perfect person. then there's me, this crazy weird girl with all these problems and I don't see how you chose me. but please, just stay.
I'm having trouble getting to sleep again and no it's not because of the nightmares, you know you've already made them go away. You are the cause of my recently acquired insomnia and I cannot shake you from my head no matter how hard I try because I love you and I'm more sure of that than anything I've ever known in all of my pitiful life. You are so marvelous and I'm so afraid of the day when you wake up and realize that I am nowhere near as wonderful as you. I am not a perfect person and I'm sorry I'm incapable of normal but let's be honest, who really wants normal anyways. I love you.
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