this is my first blog and i need help..

so i currently have a high fever like seriously high.. i have not go to school for one week.. im still sick actually the fever up and then go down but when it is low the next day it go up again like today 4 am i was puking and had to go to emergency room.

my problem is that im scared to meet all my friend after this fever go down..  also i have teacher who always judge people.. and always make me feel uncomfortable..

please someone give me advice