i dont care anymoreeeeee

My life is so hard right now, I honestly can’t tell what’s wrong, I just feel sad, angry lonely and broken inside of me. I smile a lot, everyone thinks I am fine but inside I’m not. Sometimes I feel like I should scream out loud, maybe I would feel better. I thought to myself and said hey. It’s okay to cry sometimes, be sad, feel lonely, and angry it means I’m still human, and have I blood running in my veins. Even thought it hurts, I am not sure I am ready to give up now. I don't care anymore. I don't know what HURT is. hahahahaha. such a pathetic girl.

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himeeeee #1 May 1, 2014 10:50:00

I'm not going tell you a good advice lol XD

Becasue we're in the same boat, i often have a feelings like that. Put the mask so they thought we were fine, but we're death inside. Even i like to drunk and play to dark world if i feel so ed up.

But that is circumstances of life, and how life works. One times you happy, smile, and laugh but the other time you will cry and have thinking about death. You know YinYan,emm I mean if you always happy, are you think you will happy with it? No, you'll get bored and start play a game.

So be happy with your obstacles, because that is one thing that make you fell alive.

And wait for your happiness, they will come soon if you believe it.

Soshi1590 #2 May 1, 2014 10:26:27

Hey, dont go doing something crazy.
I am going to guess that you are a teenager, right? If thats the case, puberty is hard on everyone. Trust me when i say that its a temporary thing, i dont know for how ling it will last but it will pass.
Meanwhile, there must be somethings you can do that make you happier.
Or you should like do some activities that will release all that stress such as exercising or joining a gym, join a dance class, or whatever interests you.
And if you feel like screaming, go somewhere nature related where there are not a lot of people and scream your lungs out.
Get all that frustration out, you know