I've been living being this erratic renegade since forever and yet I can't find the courage to grasp the oppurtunity of me finally getting the chance to live the life of my dreams. I don't know what's holding me back. All I know is I was ing afraid to lose my family who loves me though i can't really feel the of it. Yeah. They don't support me with what I want. I wanted to take up BS Psychology--I ing hate humans yet I love the people--but I ended up to ing taking the course they want for me. my life!