So… I want to write about something…

I was disappearing in AFF because I was pretty busy in managing my school’s sports event. Really… it was really tiring. I’m sorry that I haven’t updated my stories…

My story is…

My boyfriend is the one who has full responsibility of this sports event. He’s the busiest person in the event. Sometimes, he really had hard time, he needs to study for school while he’s managing this event. I really admire him because his score doesn’t get worse eventhough he’s busy. I felt sorry for him because I can only say something like ‘have strength!’. We couldn’t even hang out and eat outside, he’s really busy. He even said sorry to me but I pity him, he shouldn’t say something like that, I told him to rest instead of hanging out.

That’s not the big problem… this is the problem…

One day, we heard that one student (my junior, his/her identity is anonymous until now) reported to the headmaster (she’s new and annoying as hell. All she says are only about study… study… urgh and she doesn’t know about this sports event well) that we’re collecting illegal money from students for this event. I WAS REALLY ANGRY… We DON’T collect illegal money, in order to run this event, we need money of course. We told students that they need to participate in this event because it’s our school’s event, it’s for our own school… and if they can’t pay, they just need to tell us so we can lessen the amount. The committees, like me, paid more than the non-committee students. Even some of us donated some of our money voluntarily. And ‘that’ student said that we forced them to pay… we NEVER force anyone… so, the ‘urgh’ headmaster didn’t allow this event to run. She’s an academic-oriented headmaster but she’s so urgh -___-

Personally, I think that my boyfriend is the most stressed one. He let out all his hard work and he didn’t rest well for many weeks. When this event is disbanded, I can just comfort him. He didn’t cry but I just knew that he’s crying inside. I could feel his disappointment… his parents even asked what happened, his parents told me that he’s unusual. I even went to his house and he’s just sleeping in his room. He said that he finally got some time to rest.

Then, on the same day, I found a twitter post from one of my junior that said ‘what kind of ideal student is that? He slept with girls. Two-faced person…’ when I read that, I thought of my boyfriend. Was this boy badmouthing my bf? I saw the previous tweets and replies on his twitter, I was sure that he’s talking about my boyfriend. I just wanted to punch him, his post was really ambiguous. My bf was just down because of sports event and now… this student just made it worse.

Yesterday, I just waited near this student’s class. I don’t want to bash on twitter, that’s really not my style. I love direct style… junior students who saw me got a bit afraid, maybe they knew what my purpose is. I waited until it started to get empty in his class, he’s still there and I went inside. He was surprised, I let out all of my emotions, but I tried not to get angry, I expressed all of those as gentle as I could eventhough I was angry inside.

‘he has a hard time now so please… don’t make it worse’

‘you know that your tweet is so wrong, right?’

‘okay… we’ve ever been in the same bed, but we never did anything wrong. Your tweet makes people thought that we’re . Please be careful…’

‘you don’t need to apologize to me, but I hope that you’ll apologize to him (my bf). It’s not that he wants to hear your apology, he didn’t even talk to me about your post. But I’m begging you, please… apologize to him and please… don’t ever do that again, we’re humans, we’re sensitive and we have feelings… ’

I said something like that and left….

Did I overreact? I kinda thought of that, my bf told that I don’t need to… but I’m a girl, and I’m a bit sensitive about that ‘sounds wrong’ tweet. How do you think? If you’re insulted like this, will you think the same as me? 1/3 part of me says that I overreacted and should have ignored it, and 2/3 part of me says that this is normal when you’re sensitive. This is the first time I got so angry, I normally didn’t do this but his tweet was a bit… it’s just made me angry