I don't know what to do. I really don't know ! That's why i hate it. Just why don't i get it ?! weird. . . . .i can't bear anymore but neither can i escape from it. Why can't i figure it out ?!? OH ! right. . . .i know why i can't. Cause i'm scared that something really weird may come out. I want a proper answer already. This is unbearable , frustrating . I WANT TO BE FREE FROM THIS WEIRD FEELINGS. Cause i can never complete them nor can i for once show respect. I know i can never bring it out from my heart. It's abnormarl . So, why bother ? i'll it go. But there's this big " I DON'T KNOW HOW. . . .I CAN'T SEEM TO DO THIS " . So, what should i do ? . . . .There's only one way and i've decided to take that. I'll just let these weird feelings flow on it's own and suffer from it inside. Then may be . . . .just may be i'll be able to address these weird feelings and know what to do . . . . . . .THESE WEIRD FEELINGS !?! >- SWARNA