April 29, 2014.

Hii guyss! I don't even know if anyone will see this but /-\

So, recently I just found out super, super, terrible news. One of the authors here passed away, on February 20th, 2014. I feel like such a terrible person for not knowing for such a long time but- I'll save that for later.

She was such an amazing author and a beautiful person; I regret never talking to her. 

Rest in peace, Jess. ♥ You & your stories are loved by so many and I hope one day we'll all be able to read them again. (: You lived with, by, and in passion- stay strong.

madameunhye (Jessmeetsmadameunhye) 
on aff: 2013- 2014♥

The message I posted on her wall (April 28, 2014):

That's so, so terrible. I had no idea what happened and thought she privated the stories temporarily. She was such an amazing author and I feel like such an awful person for not knowing for so long. It's such a shame that I never got the chance to talk to her and now I have so many regrets.

Rest in peace, Jess :) I'm sure like you said that you lived with passion. You're loved by so, so many. 

Your stories were amazing and you are such a beautiful person, despite the fact that I never talked to you personally. Again, rest in peace, Jess. <3

Jess's sister, (on her aff account) posted about her death. Apparently, it was caused by serious injures; she died in a car accident.

Later on, her boyfriend, who knew all of her aff passwords and things like that, managed everything on her account.


It that all of her stories are privated now. I feel like she wrote them for the public to read and to share her ideas, but they took them down in the opposing purpose she wanted. I feel like I sort of understand where they're coming from, but I don't know if this was really the best choice. But I guess her family and boyfriend did what they thought would be best. (:


Again, I feel super terrible for finding out so late, but months ago, I did notice that her stories were privated, but I thought she was just editing them or temporarily privating them, as I've seen many authors do before, so I didn't bother to check anything. It was only yesterday that I decided to click on her name to see why she still wasn't putting them back up and that was when I found out. If you ask if I regret not checking earlier, my answer would be yes but at the same time I feel like it wasn't any crime; I just wished I paid more attention to her. No, I never got to talk to her and I definitely regret that. Now reading a few of her wall posts I realized that she did actually talk, replied to, and interacted with a lot of aff people! I sort of had that mind set that more successful authors didn't reply as much just because they get so much feedback, but she genuinly seemed like a really awesome person and because of that, I wished I would have just posted one, one wall post or PM. 3



Her death really does genuinly affect me. Knowing that I never got to say anything to her absolutely . I hope she lived a really, really full life. And if there were things she never got to do, I hope that she's happy she made such an impact on people.

Last night I actually had a good, really long thought process on what I'd do if I were to die. Would people miss me? Would anyone remember me?

I wonder if she felt that way.

And it's good to know that many people do miss her, and will remember her, forever. 


Rest in peace, Jessie.♥