All I Want

Forever is good, actually it's great.
It's amazing how much happiness one person can create.
In our whole world of sad tears and darkness,
Sometimes we feel so abandoned and lifeless.

Settling for being friends was never intended to be my choice,
It was my only option and I wanted to tell you but I lost my voice.
I was worried that you would lose everything because of me,
I am a worthless person but the thing is I never want to set you free.

I may sound selfish, mean and what ever it is you see me as,
But no matter what I just want us to last.
Longer than forever, eternity or infinity.
God wanted us to be together, yes, you and me.

The world may hate me for saying this out loud but right now I really don't care.
Being only friends with you and even without you is too much to bare.
Never did I ever regret falling in love with someone like you.
Because only you taught and showed me a love that was true.

It's raining today and I feel as if the rain is crying with me.
No matter who I look at or where, you're the only one I see.
It hurts, believe me it does.
Especially when I'm scared to say I love you sometimes because it could create a fuss.

My heart is constricted and I just want to bottle all my feelings and throw them away.
But then I see you in my mind and I just keep on saying 'please stay'.
I'm on the edge of asking you if you can still fight for us or not.
But I'd rather keep it inside because someone might find out so I might as well rot.

I'm sorry for the times I wanted to hate you, got mad at you and thought you were happy with someone else.
But damn was I wrong when I heard you cry over the phone; how could I have been so dense?
You suffered more that I ever did,
And yet here I was thinking you left me.. Why was I so stupid?

The world never stopped and gave us a chance,
But if it did then I'd want to go make babies with you in France (/bricked)
I know it's hard but we'd just have to be patient and suffer for a while.
All I want for now is to see you in person and your smile.

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SlyShy
#1
for karma raising only lol
mangaxkpop
#2
It's a really good poem! ^^
I like how it's rhymed also. Cause' for me, rhyming is really hard.
Thank you for sharing this poem. :)