Hi you guys. I have been so busy with all the that has been happening and I don't have time to update like I promised to and I am so sorry. But I really you guys could understand what I'm going through. My birthday past about a week ago and it was the worst birthday. Then next was this drama with this at school shunning me because she doesn't me talking to her boyfriend when he is my best friend. So she's been doing to me and it pisses me off.  And then there's my family that aren't the best at supporting me at all. Like if I. Get a B i get lectured and I'm tired of it. They don't even accept me as I am because they don't want me to be me they always compare me to my friends and it makes me mad and sad. And lastly you guys know how you have besties well I have 5 besties(don't judge me) and two if then are acting like es and it just ticks me off and one of them called me a for nothing. I was just walking to lunch and she calls me a . So I really do apologize for not even keeping my promise I just think that I should go on hiatus. Hopefully some people read this.