Because graduation is rapidly approaching in less than 30 days, things are finally starting to painfully hit me. For instance, after I graduate, I will no longer be a member of our Robotics team, and I became so attached to the rookies. Aside from that, all the people I've met and gotten closer to. And it kinda because it was only this year that I fully broke out of my shyness in front of others. In front of my very best friends, I'm totally normal, outgoing, sassy me. But around others, I'm usually quiet, even though most of the time it's just that I don't feel like talking. Also, I'll be moving on to a new chapter in my life: college, so I have to prepare for that new transition. But a huge thing I realized is that I will no longer have the time I once had to write and that I will most likely never have the chance to put all of my ideas into stories. And that because I have had many opportunities to write during breaks and weekends, and senioritis is really getting to me.

However, looking through old stories and ideas that I wrote down, I suddenly felt motivated to start, continue, and finish some of them, especially the ones I haven't completed yet, such as The Chaser and Eternally Yours. Compared to another story I'm currently writing, those two are light years away from being completed. But, because I won't have any AP summer homework to do and I'll have a lot of time for myself, besides hanging out with my friends, attempting to be healthier, and expanding my skills in cooking, I'm planning to write a ton of stuff for all of my stories.

So on my agenda, the first thing on that list is to finish the main storyline of my outside-of-AFF story, continue The Chaser and Eternally Yours, then start on new stories.

And with that, please wish me luck that I get through these! I'm pretty sure I've made empty promises about this before, but I hope that this time I'll keep this promise. If not, come yell at me, lol.

I will also leave this picture of BAP's Zelo because this noona, though she's only a few hours older than him, cannot stand but look at him this way. (Sorry, Zelo, baby.)

Credit to owner for the picture.