About my OTP's

I do read and write fanfictions about my OTP's in EXO (mostly KaiSoo). I really enjoy reading them but that doesn't mean I'm being delusional. It's true that I like seeing them together being intimate (in my own opinion) but that doesn't necessarily mean I think that they are gay, I believe that they are straight guys who loves to show some affection.

I really hate seeing someone posting, saying that shippers are being delusional (well that's their opinion) and they felt like we're shoving it down to their throats. No one asked them to care about our ships if they don't want to.

I want to write this because I've been seeing a lot of posts like that and it hurts me. I like my OTP's but there's a part of me that still anchored to the reality. I still look forward that someday there's going to be a news of them secretly dating and then they will confirmed it. Then they will announce their marriage, I might cry but not because of sadness it's because I'm happy they found their other half. I'll be happy for each one them when they found that someone that is meant for them, they are just normal people despite them being an idol. It sounds hypocrite whatsoever but that's what I really feel.

And I will always be an EXO Stan with or without OTP.

Ahh. . . that stare