Look who's back

Hello, hello, hello! ^~^

Decided to drop here in a more formal way, since I've been going back and forth, but without really saying something. But I guess tonight I feel motivated to give an update on life and talk a lil' bit^^

One: I absolutely have to mention that not being here doesn't meant I gave up on writing. I'm just struggling with real life, watching dramas and music^^' I'm actually writing some new chapters to update my stories, even though it might take a while till I actually post something (sorry TT.TT). I was prepared to write during this holiday, but then the whole drama happened in South Korea and I suddenly lost interest. It's just... sad. Simply sad that so many people and youngsters had to die in such a terrible accident. My heart is with those who are waiting for their loved once to come back #PrayforSouthKorea And I'm not saying this because I'm a k-pop fan or anything. No, I'm a simple human and I care. I'm still young and unexperienced, but I wouldn't wish that to happen to me or even to my worst enemy. 

Two: Today I was browsing around AFF and realized something: I miss the old days. And I don't mean necessarely the old AFF. I miss seeing the front page flooded with SHINee stories (not that much of a fan of them, but hey, I read some awesome stories featuring them back when I first landed here ^.^), I miss people actually reading stories and leaving feedback. Now it's all about EXO (not that I have anything against them) and posting more and more stories featuring them. The other fandoms seem to have died in here. And it's a shame, really, because there were a lot of great writers that wrote stories with small groups, not that know. I'm sure that some of thema re still around, but for some reason, they're burried by the mass of stories that have been written for the past years.

Another thing I miss is me writing simple stories. I want that back. I want to be able to write simple stories, with simple plots, stories that make the readers smile or sympathise with the characters. I really, really want that back. And I will have it someday! I just need to stop my 'rush for gold' and realize that writing is so much fun when I am having fun writing it :)

Three: I miss my old friends. They're not as active as before and some even half left the site :( I wish I was aware of the short time we have together and treasure them while they still were around here. But that doesn't mean I don't miss the ones that are still here! I miss you guys! ^~^

So, that being said BACK TO WORK! Hwaiting! ^.^

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fayt16
#1
This is delayed... but Welcome back! ^^
B_ann1
#2
I'm so glad you decided to drop by :)
I actually miss my old friends, too, most of them have left and it makes me sad. Sometimes it feels like I'm here all alone... Yeah... But anyways I've actually tried to embrace the changes. I love EXO so I've read a lot of stories about them and it's all good but I get what you mean. It would be nice to read about other groups, too. Of course the stories are still here but they're so much harder to find these days. Out of the most popular authors, I feel like only dbskgirl4ever has remained dedicated to her personal style without being "corrupted" by the popular trends going around but now because of plagiarism issues (once again, I feel so bad for her) she has put all her stories on private so that resource is also gone.
I've started watching dramas, too? Have you watched "God's Gift - 14 Days"? If yes, what did you think? I absolutely loved it, so if no, you should give it a go :D Btw, do you have an account on mydramalist? I do, and the username is the same as here, so if you're there, add me pretty please? ^_^
Update when you can, don't take any pressure. I'll be waiting! :D
partiallystars #3
welcome back!
ah the featured thing... well, today's bts so thats a plus. although i've been away from kpop in general, im still an a+ and it saddens me that not a single mblaq story has been featured. or ukiss. hell idk about boyfriend either. I actually used to read them you know? And these bands are pretty old now so...
anyhow, it would be nice to catch up on stuff sometime :)
whattodoaboutonew
#4
welcome back.
there was a brief month when it was suju, infinite and snsd - well, not exo - that were being featured :)
BLAQdreaMerinAQ
#5
Welcome back! ^^