This is totally random, but I just wanted to share my thoughts.

The past week was really, really, REALLY stressful.
It was easter and my birthday at the same week.

My house was crowded with family, friends and people who I barely know.
But after all they were the people who have are part of my  life.

The whole situation stressed me and I thought "Gosh! I want to be alone."
And seriously sometimes I hate humans. (no offense Lol.)
I got mad at my aunt when she didn't take care of the children properly.
I got mad when my brother smoked in the hallway (ALTHOUGH I told him not to.)
I got mad when the men didn't do anything!
The women needed to do everything; preparing the food and taking care of the kids.
(Like seriously? Are they incapable? I really detested the men.)

And because I'm very feisty sometimes. I quarrelled with them even though it should be a happy meeting of everyone.
Even when it was my birthday a few days after that, I was still annoyed.

My friend visited me even though she lives 4h away from my place.
My brother and soon sister-in-law cancelled their schedule to celebrate with me.
My sister stayed to be with me when I had birthday.

But I was still pissed and moody.

And now I'm regretting it.
Why didn't I enjoy the happy moments and neglect the bad ones?

Life is too short to be mad or sad.
And it's way too short to regret something.

So to who is maybe reading this right now:
Although there may be some things that didn't work well.
Never forget to just pause, stop your anger and just have a look around you.
If there are still people who smile at you and stay by your side, you have more than you imagined.

Don't waste time being blind out of fury.
Because you can't turn back the time and you may miss something precious.

So... To my family and friends who were by my side through the week ... I LOVE YOU ! ♥
And even though I may be mad at you, it will never change.
(You will probably never read this, but I'm so grateful to you.)


Yours faithfully ~Happinesss~
XOXO~ ♥