I’m a bit melancholy now…

Instead of writing the chapters to be updated, I’m doing this…

*sigh*

While going through my DBSK’s videos, I suddenly remembered how I become their fan :)

I hate DBSK at first. Really, I just hate them before. I thought they are just a bunch of good-looking boys and untalented that using their flaw to gain fans.

Really, this is how I felt for DBSK before. Yeah, I’m such a skeptical person before :p

But all of that changed as soon as I accidentally clicked on a video on Youtube. The video was about Junsu who was conversed on the phone with Eunhyuk, trying to convince him to say that they are best friends or friends for life, I couldn’t remember it well. It has been two years since I watched the video and I couldn’t find it anymore.

Junsu’s voice surprised me. At that time, I was like “How come a man has such a…unique voice like that? That is totally impossible!”

Then I become Junsu’s fan just because of his cute face and his unique voice. But because I’m that kind of person who likes to know everything about things that I like, I really wanted to hear other members’ voices too.

So I asked my friends to download their songs for me. After heard their voices, yes, all of them in ‘Stand by U’, I was officially fall in love with them.

My perception about them totally changed. It also changed my way of thinking towards the world. ‘Don’t judge a book by its cover’ – that’s it.

Somehow, I felt regret that I’ve ever said that they are just a bunch of pretty boys >.<

They are more than that. I learn about their dreams to be singer, their hardship and so all. How they worked so damn hard to be so damn successful in Japan like now, how they still the same after many years, how they are so polite towards everyone.

When I listened to their high-pitch songs, I was like O_o

“Damn, that was so much of awesomeness!”

Now, after just two years in K-pop fandom, I realize that DBSK is the only group where all of the members can really sing (I didn’t mean to say other groups can’t really sing, okay)

It just… I love their voices.

Junsu’s voice…

Yoochun’s voice…

Jaejoong’s voice…

Changmin’s voice…

Yunho’s voice…

Their voices blend together…

It melted my heart. I’m an avid fan of Junsu, but I like Yunho’s voice more. (sorry Junsu! xp )

When their lawsuit problem arises, I’ve just being their fan for five months, if I’m not mistake (“,) I was so frustrated at that time, like crazy :P

I even think to leave the fandom but I’m unable to do so. Why?

Because everything about them just keep me attached to them more and more.

Till now, I’m still their fan. I’m proud to say that.

Even if my friends who are not fans of DBSK, but other groups said hurtful things like “They have disband. There’s no use to be their fan anymore.”

Before, my reaction was like “NO! Just shut up, will ya? It’s not like your group is the best!”

Now, my reaction is “Nuh-uh…it’s okay. As long as they are still singing, that’s enough. While for your group, let’s just wait if they are still together after five years.”*smile*

 (I just said this to my friend few days ago and she was speechless :D lol)

I guess their life’s story taught me a bit to be more determined to reach my dreams. Being their fan, I learned to be a more patient person too. Their friendship also realized me that I need to appreciate my friends more :)

“We’re the one. Eternally.”

Yoochun’s words convince me that somehow, they will be back as 5. I’ll just wait for them with a smile and even if I cry, it will be tears of joy.

I should end this nonsense-ness of me now ‘coz I’ve relieve myself now :)

Thanks for reading =3