I Don't Know What to Do

SO IN JANUARY, MY GIRLFRIEND GOT INTO AN ACCIDENT WHEN A DRUNK TRUCK DRIVER HIT HER CAR. AND EVER SINCE I FOUND OUT SHE DIED, I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED FOR A LONG TIME WHERE I END UP HAVING TO TAKE PRESCRIBED MEDS JUST TO HELP. AND A MONTH AGO, MY DOCTOR TOLD ME TO JUST RELAX AND HAVE SOME FUN AND EVEN MAYBE FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO SHARE MY LOVE WITH. AND AFTER A FEW WEEKS OF THINKING ABOUT IT, I FOUND OUT THAT THIS GIRL IN ONE OF MY CLASSES LIKED ME. SO I ASKED HER OUT AND SHE SAID YES. BUT NOW, AFTER ONLY DATING FOR TWO WEEKS, I DONT THINK I CAN DATE HER ANYMORE. SHES GREAT AND ALL BUT ALL MY MEMORIES OF MY GIRLFRIEND ARE COMING BACK, ALL THE PAINFUL THOUGHTS OF HER LEAVING ARE NOW MAKING ME FEEL EVEN WORSE THAN USUAL. NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY GIRLFRIEND I HAVE NOW. SHES GREAT AND ALL BUT I HONESTLY DONT WANNA BE WITH HER. IM KINDA REGRETTING ON DATING HER, AND YES, WHEN I ASKED HER OUT, I DID LIKE HER TOO. AND I KNOW I MAY SOUND LIKE A GIRL BUT IM SERIOUS. AND I ALSO KNOW I MIGHT SOUND LIKE A JERK, BUT IM AN HONEST PERSON AND IM JUST TRYING TO GET SOME HELP HERE. BUT IF YOU GUYS COULD JUST GIVE ME SOME ADVICE ON WHAT TO DO THAT BE GREAT. IF NOT THANKS FOR TRYING. 

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ByunTaengoo
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I haven't been in a relationship before and I probably can't give much of an advice but this is what I feel :)

You might want to explain your feelings to your current girlfriend and the dilemma you're facing. Who knows she might be able to help you get over your loss. Let her understand you and your feelings. I'm sure that everyone can understand that you still time to move on from your loss :) Good luck