To my ex ....


You will nver understand wat i'm feel... nver... ever....


You nver know wat i felt bout you


Sometimes it's took me a day to cried my heart out...


Why? Why can't you understand my feelin?


Wat did you did to me!? Every times i think bout you... this words will cross my mind.. every times...


This wat i'm feelin now! Becauze of you! I
'm scared to love again! I didn't dare to love as i loved you! I'm feelin sorry for my lover but.... i can't.... I'm scared... bcauze of you!


I don't understand why i'm still lovin you... I'm still want you... I'm can't foget you...


*look up* I... I'm afraid to accept this... seriously...


Seriously, God.... why you did this to me....?


I wish he could answer this before he go....

I'm not a player... it's not like i'm can't love as i love my ex-lover but i'm scared... to give all my love... i'm scared wat he will give in return...


Is it ok to let out my feelin? *worry*
No one here know me in reality right? *lookin arooud*

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GoldenLynn
#1
Wow you can say I am in the same situation as you!!!! I dated a lot of boys till now but there's always this one who I still love and wish we are like we used to be!!!! Well it's good to let your feelings out to people who doesn't know you and hopefully won't judge you!! That's what I do most of the time when I am down
BlingBlingMaknae
#2
That is better, to let out of your feelings. that's right. No need to act strong, sometimes you need to show your vulnerable side sometimes.
Tomboy84 #3
It's ok, don't act tough and act. Let out your feelings for a few a while and feel better eventually rather than bottle up all of your feelings forever. It will be ok ^^
_Sona_ #4
Oppa, Its Ok.
Your ex was a part of your past. It didnt work out but you shouldnt let that bring you down. Someone better will come around.
You are an amazing person and I want you to be happy :)
No one is asking you to be strong. It will take time for you to move on buti hope you know that You WILL find someone who will love you infinitely.
BlingBlingTiger
#5
We don't really talk, but I would like to let you know that it is fine to vent your emotions on AFF
relationships end and relationships begin.

The advice I can give you is to just think of the person who left you as a stepping stone building the path across the river of life, and waiting on the other side of the river is the perfect person for you who will treat you like the most precious, most important person alive and who will love you unconditionally with all of their heart.

There is someone out there for everyone, all you have to do is find each other.

I hope this helped :)
I am always here if you need someone to talk to :3
troublemaker92 #6
We never talk before so I might be a total stranger to you.

The thing I can say is first I'm actually surprise..I thought you were a girl at first when I started reading the blog but I was shocked when I read the comments *sorry*

Second stay strong, I know it hurts but it's life~ Life is cruel. ._.
just stay positive. everything will be alright..
Patch1997 #7
I hope you are all right? Remember I said to you before if you ever feel worse and you want to come and speak to me :) I'll be there to help you. Remember noona is always here deh!
kpopluvr27 #8

*sigh*

you know? I was listening to a song while reading this blog; it's called 'Lonely' by SPICA. Have you heard it?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9GqA2veVH4

I think it describes pretty well what you're going through...

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you have to feel this way; I wish I could make it go away...I want you to feel better.

It hurts right now, but I hope you can move past this...

but for now: you can only do what will make you feel better. You can cry. Crying helps me a lot, when I'm upset.

You're a lovely person, and I hope you feel better in time.
MYumeSekai
#9
2014 ...

but you were a guy?! mianhae! shorry shorry shorry *starts singing and dancing to super junior - sorry*
warshu #10
Oppa gwenchana?