/confused/

i dunno what to think right now.

i was like SO DISAPPOINTED about the Overdose MV Teaser. then i was SO AMAZED by the Highlight Medley. and now i'm so confused about exo.

i saw the mv and showcase. it was great. really. but it's still so disappointing.

i dunno why.

it's complicated.

i feel like i owe exo to like love them (because the most time i have i use for stalking fangirling about infinite).

overdose is good. and run too. and all the other songs (i heard through that highlight medley). but i don't feel any relationship between us. (why does this sound like i'm in a relationship with exo?)

​i love exo. but i don't love them like i love infinite (because infinite is my no 1 favorite group).

i'll still support them. why shouldn't i? but i guess there won't be that much of exciting screams coming out of me.

..

why do i feel bad?

lemme cry.

..

exo, i'm truly sorry. really. forgive me. please.

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jhengchie
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awww.. i haven't heard of their new single .. primarily because i am like spazzing over my 4 bias groups and buying chocolates and making them for my planned chocolate decorations for easter and Sunggyu's birthday wahahahah

anyway i feel your sentiment ~ i am into my four bias groups that i just don't have enough time to spazz or even look into other groups (i tried to like other groups but it's like the jealousy in my ub groups are just preventing me.)


At first i was like compelled to like them primarily because they belong to the same agency as Super junior and SHINee which are two groups i spazz about all the time but then, when i watched them perform, there was no screaming fan girl or hyperventilating or whatever, it's as if we had no connection at all TT

So here i am still trying but failing just the same as you are so don't worry about it you are not alone!