Yea I may seam like Im a mean person at first but Im not Im nice, I like to joke around and just have fun, yea sure I tease people but I dont really mean any of it... I know that others have feelings and so do I, sometimes I dont take things to the heart('up the ' as some people would say) and just laugh at it but once you say something that may sound funny to you but it hurts me, people dont relieze that some people are soft, like people who play volleyball, basketball, play fight, arm wreslt, leg wreslt, work out, shoot guns, hang out with boys, dance, sing, rap, go for walks just for the hell of it-- yes people like that are soft on the inside but not people dont notice it because they are to busy "telling jokes" about them or giving them so-called "compliments", you gotta think before you say ! No wonder why some sit in their room, listen to bands who save their lives, or songs on how thei discribe how they feel, Like , some even cut just to let the depression "out". DEPRESSION HURTS! And some dont even realize how much it does, it sometimes -most of the time- leads to suicide. People cry because of the bad words/name/"jokes" that wherebsaid/given to them! And just to top it off, people who like 1D, JB SG, MC, CS, and other singers like that, say "Eww You like BVB, PTV SWS and all those other singers, Why dont youbjust go kill yourself." Like omf--- t-.- and others are all like "STFU t-,- You dont know what Im going though." And they dont, they dont know our story, our background and they dont know our life, where we came from what we do, what happened, and ect, so I got something for people who are like that:

STOP! You dont know what we went/go though! Youndont know how much I cry myself to sleep at night almost every night, you dont know what people call me, what they all say to me, you can call me ANREXIC because I starve meself but I ONLY do that just to be perfect just like you, I knownInwont ever be but I try! I try and be someone who everyone is, call me fake but I have reasons behind that, Its time I am going to say STOP! So here it is....

STOP!!!!!!! THE WORLD ISNT FILLED WOTH PERFECT PEOPLE, OR WITH PEOPLE WHO SHOULD BE LIKE YOU!!!!! WE ARE WHO WE ARE, ITS OUR LIFE NOTS YOURS!!!! SO JUST SHUT UP!!!