It's two in the morning and I thought, "Hey, why not write scenarios about your ideal relationship/boyfriend?" here it goes:

I didn’t expect comfort to have a name. As it turns out, he is the one I’d share my whole life with. I would be interlacing my fingers with his during lazy talks, the one which is slightly serious at the same time s with chuckles and giggles. Daylight is steamy, but he brings this certain cool that would be enough to keep us both from sweating.There would be no such thing as late nights with him, as every night is youthful and alive. And when I wake up, the profanities that served as my morning routine will be tucked away somewhere far and exchanged with morning kisses and tight hugs.

I didn’t expect a key to have a name. It is a key I thought would be lost forever. Or maybe I have mistaken the key for a scientist who knew the exact formula to crack my wholeness. Most of the time I’d raise my awareness to code red. But something tells me you’re different. Go on, unlock it. Unlock me.

I didn’t expect happiness to have a name. Society marks us with the impression that owning up to their expectations can make us happy, which is why I chose to give up being happy ages ago. I didn’t expect someone as bright as you to come and erase the negativity from my brainwashed mind. Thank you.

The lesson of this is to expect the unexpected. I hope my “unexpected” would come soon.